This one cuts right through the bullshit.
Simple to understand.
Sometimes impossible to act upon.
Most of the time when you do,
It feels like an out of body experience.
An awakening.
A catharsis.
Literally a shedding of the old Self.
Into a version of you,
Who will never ever accept “that,”
Whatever “that,” was.

Conceptually,
Theoretically,
This makes complete sense.
We ALL get it.

So why is it so difficult?
Why do we stay, “at the table?”

Most people want to be saved,
It reaffirms that we are worth, “being saved.”
It reaffirms that the unresolved scars we have,
That cause us to “sit at table,”
Are valid. Alive, Awake and honored.
As if healing,
Means to forget.
You never forget.
You just come to understand.
Differently.

And if you understand,
Then, you understand...
That “sitting at the table,” is a choice.
Your choice.

“Being saved,”
Is a perpetual cycle of the violence.
“Getting up from the table,”
Is the end of the cycle.

Self responsibility.